12/30/2007

Happy Holidays !

Hope you all enjoy yourselves:)
Feel free to tell me about it lol.

10/11/2007

Ugly Thoughts From Uglies

...DON'T LOOK AT ME!


Get the f***ing camera out my face!


I bring shame to my family.


Don't f***ing stare at me!!


I should just kill myself.


I'm a f***ing disgrace...


I AM NOT GOOD ENOUGH.


I'm ashamed...


Do not f***ing smile at me!


I should burn in hell.


I'm jealous of the pretty.


I WISH I WAS DEAD!


I'm always JUDGED...


...I AM F***ING UGLY!!

10/06/2007

A Letter To You


It could be love thing, maybe just something that you do not want heard... Letters make secrets more smoothly said. For some, it's less embarrassing, less of a haggle to find words... Letters make emotions come out on paper, escaping the reality of face-to-face reactions.
Have you ever noticed that sometimes you can't tell someone your feelings in their face? Have you ever noticed the nervous, anxious feeling of telling someone a deep secret that you never even said aloud? Forgetting love, how about times when you just can't tell someone something due to their reactions? Or the words won't come out right? LETTERS... Well they saved me a lot of times.
"So many things to say,
I'll put 'em in a letter...
Thought it might be easier,
The words might come out better."
Anyone ever wrote out secrets on letters because of confrontational guilt? How about repressing feelings that you can't seem to say right? LETTERS... Well they can relieve a lot of us.

10/05/2007

Yeah...

"IM SO PIMP,
MY BITCHES SLAP
EACHTOHER!"

9/29/2007

Sexy Celebrities !


Not everyone can be natural! Lol.

9/22/2007

PEIRCED !

I like peircings;

but...




Not as much as them!

9/20/2007

RRRRR !

I FU**ING HATE YOU,
IF I COULD DO TO YOU WHAT I FEEL
IT WILL NOT BE PLEASANT.
NO, YOU WILL NOT DIE FROM IT
BUT YOU WILL NOT FEEL COMFORTABLE.
DEATH IS BUT A RELEASE THAT YOU WILL BE BEGGING FOR.
I CANNOT STAND YOU

AND EVERYTHING THAT YOU SYMBOLIZE.
YOU ARE A SPEK,
A MINUTE INSIGNIFICANT PIECE OF GARBAGE
THAT TAKES UP SPACE!!
YOUR FUTURE I CURSE.

I CURSE THE CURSE THAT CURSES THE CURSE THAT CURSES YOU.
AND DAMN IT ALL TOGETHER!!
YOU ARE A TOY THAT IS ONLY TO BE USED BY
THE GENERAL PUBLIC FOR
SELF SATISFACTION AND FOR YOUR MUTILATION.
I PITY THE PERSON THAT HAS TO BEAT YOU WITH A ROCK
FOR HAVING TO USE UP THE ENERGY TO BEAT YOU WITH IT.
YOU ARE GOOD FOR NOTHING!
AND SOCIETY WILL NOT EVER ACCEPT YOU EVER AGAIN!!
JUST NOW THAT I DREAM OF HURTING YOU,

BREAKING YOU
AND DESTROYING THAT WHICH GIVES YOU LIFE!!
I HATE YOU,

DESPISE,
LOATH,
AND DETEST YOU WITH ALL THAT CAN BE HUMAN PLUS SOME MORE!








DAMN CELL PHONE OF MINE!!

9/16/2007

Wow !

"I don't like crack...
I just like sniffing it."

A rather interesting conversation with my friend lol. Oh, && if you don't get it, don't hurt yourself trying to figure it out.

9/13/2007

United

"United we stand,
Divided we fall."

The war in Iraq is devastating. Simple as that. It's just devastating from us losing our people, to losing our friends, family, lovers, sons && daughters... This whole world seems to be on the merge of dying in a nuclear war. Doesn't matter who started it - Iraq or the U.S. About 2,873 of our American soldiers have died && 21,572 have been wounded. On the other hand, the Iraqis have about 71,308 – 77,864 dead. Now don't say "Oh yes, that's a good thing!" IT'S NOT! Since 2,873 American soldiers have died. Imagine it this way, some are your friends, family, kids, spouse/wife! That is dreadful && not a yay. Depressing. I wish the world could come to an agreement, && not the agreement that Osama Bin Laden sent in his tape (find out about it yourself because I'm not mentioning it). If the world was united, there will be no war. If the world was united, no more death upon soldiers. If the world was UNITED... Well that's self explainatory.

9/11/2007

Naughty, Naughty

His lips, his muscles, or even his cologne. Him being gentle, saucy, or maybe rather nasty. Her breast, her legs, or even her perfume. Her being shy, kinky, or even rather dirty.



What turns you on!?

9/08/2007

I Was Judged

"I don't say only god can judge me
'cuz i see things clear..."

If a man was in jail for 6 years for man slaughter, would you let him into your house? If a young boy went to juvenile for constant theft, would you trust him? If a young girl was a prostitute for 3 years, would you leave her alone with your husband? If a woman was hitting her children, would you let her take care of your kids? If a man was a player, do you trust him to love you?
They are judged because of something they did in the past? They are judged because they will do it again? People are judged because of something they did, will do, might do, && can do. The above people... Everything is WAS. Why do people still judge them?

9/05/2007

Angel Baby

Under the bed?



No, they'll check their first.











The closet?






No, too risky.




In the bathroom?




No, too obvious.







I had to think quickly.








I hear their footsteps comming closer...









Closer screaming my name.








I quickly go under the bed.




















A drunk man goes in my room first;






"Where the fu** are you, bastard!?"






The drunk woman comes in following;






"Piece of sh**, child! I'm going to kill you!"


















They check the closet,

They run to the bathroom...














They come back into my room;














The woman calling my name sweetly,






The man searching;






flipping things over,
breaking things,

pounding on the wall.





















"The bed..." whispers the man...






"That bastard sh** better not be under there!" yells the woman.




















I was there silent;



creeped against the wall,

trembling in fear.




















I see eyes looking at me;






Glaring, then an evil laugh.






"Get the fu** over here!!" she yells.










Her nails seep into my skin;






pulling my leg,






ripping my pants shred by shred trying to get me.












I kick,

I fight,

I lose.

















She got me;
















I'm hanging by my neck,






she squeezes && the man laughs.



I can't even breathe.










Then the man slaps my face,






Hits my little stomach,






Punches me everywhere....
























I'm on the floor,






bleeding, crying...













The woman && man go away satisfied.






I hear their laughter as I close my eyes.










Everything goes silent,









I silently whisper to myself;






"I love you Mommy & Daddy, always...






No matter what, No matter what..."





















Everything goes silent,






The blood keeps comming out.

9/03/2007

What's Your Month? =)

JANUARY
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart.

FEBURARY

Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. A real speed demon. Has more than one best friend. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honestand loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH

Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind andsympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/ormake them laugh. Able to motivate oneself andothers. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and travelling. A great kisser. Systematic. Hot but has brains.

APRIL

Attractive personality.Very sexy. Affectionate & Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Chatterbox! Loves to talk alot. Loves to get their way. Easily Angered. Very stubborn in the most way possible. Loves to get noticed. Willing to take risks for others. Makes good choices. Has a great fashion sense. Popular personalities. Outgoing. Intelligent. Hates insults. Loves compliments. Flirtatious. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to hold in feelings.

MAY
Stubborn. Hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislikes being at home. Restless. Loves children. Hardworking. High spirited.

JUNE
Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls love you. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hard working. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurtbut takes long to recover.

JULY

You've got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt. Like somebody with an August brithday. It is also more than likely that you have a massive record collection. When it comes to films, you know how to pick them! Likes children. Caring. Loves to be loved.

AUGUST

Outgoing personality. Takes risks. Feeds onattention. No self control. Kind hearted. Selfconfident. Loud and boisterous. Very revengeful. Easy to get along with and talk to. Has an "everything's peachy" attitude. Likes talking and singing. Loves music. Daydreamer. Easily distracted but gets the task done. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. Loves to be loved. Hates studying. In need of "that someone". Longs for freedom. Horny. Rebellious when withheld or restricted. Lives by "no pain no gain." Caring. Always a suspect. Playful. Brave. Mysterious."Charming"or "Beautiful" to everyone. Stubborn. Curious. Independent. Strong willed. A fighter.

SEPTEMBER
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand. Great match with some body in june.

OCTOBER

Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Great in bed. Inner and physical beauty. Doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. A meaningful love life partner. Makes right choices. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Does not harm others. It is all about love and fairness. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Day dreamer. Likes to please. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Knows what to do to have fun. Unpredictable. Horny. Someone to have close to you.

NOVEMBER

Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.

DECEMBER
Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating. Kinky. Tends to delay.

9/02/2007

My Resolutions II

Previously posted, I listed some resolutions I made.
Now I'm going to tell you guys if I did them or not.

1. Control Anger.
Well, sad to say, I can't help it! It's a part of me I grew up with. I'm controlling it slowly but it still comes out every now && then. I will still confess it's not like I changed it. Am working on it though lol.

2. Stop cussing.
This one isn't really hard for me. I don't really cuss much except in my head ;))

3. Stop breaking hearts.
That one I stopped! Yay me lol. If you don't know, I like to have "variety" so I can't have eyes for only one person. However, I changed that immature game. Now I only have eyes for the one I'm with/will be with.

4. Stop dragging.
Yep, officially stopped yesterday. Now for those that don't know what that means, it's basically smoking. When I was with my friends && they were smoking, I'd drag, which is taking puffs. It wasn't hard for me considering it was just when I was in the mood, && hey, it wasn't cigarrettes all the time.

5. Control eating.
I have controlled it. Now I eat when I'm hungry, not because I just feel like it lol. That one was pretty easy though :)

6. Wax eyebrows.
That one is officially not a resolution... I decided that I don't really need to do that. Not that I punked down, I just like my eyebrows lol.

8/30/2007

Move Along, Friend

From the happiest moments, to the worst moments, friends have always been there for you. Friends are always there to give you advice, help you grow, help you mature, make you a better person... etc. When you're troubled, you always have a friend to confide to. Some friends, however, become to dependent on their friend. Friends can be with you for your whole life. Some move! I know many people that have currupted their life ever since their friend moved. Not only were they being very mischevious but they had absolutley no idea what they were doing! && when that long ago friend came by... Not only did they not "know" each other, but they were two seperate people. && when that friend's world turned upside down, that friend could do nothing to help them. The only thing that friend could do was go back to their place && carry that heavy memory of their once good friend.

8/27/2007

Yay Me !

Happy Birthday to me!!!
*I'll keep the age a secret*
I'll tell you how everything went tomorrow. I'm really excited, all my buddies are buying me something lol. On my birthday, I like things to be fresh, kind of like a new me. That's why the resolutions were made. So don't worry, I'm still the same Nefty, just a different attitude:] Well talk to you guys tomorrow.

8/26/2007

My Resolutions...

Some resolutions I made for the better...


1. Control anger.
2. Stop cussing.
3. Stop breaking hearts.
4. Stop puffing.
5. Control eating.
6. Wax eyebrows lol.

Need I explain? These are just resolutions I'm making to make the better of me. I'm having a little trouble, but hopefully I can get through them. I'll tell you guys how everything goes. So far, I haven't done any, but will lol.

8/25/2007

What You Heard?

"Put a dick
in your ear
&& fuck
what you heard!!!"

8/21/2007

Thank Your Mom...

When you were 15,
your mom came home from work,looking for a hug.
You thanked her by having your bedroom door locked.

When you were 16,
she taught you how to drive her car.
You thanked her by taking it every chance you could.

When you were 17,
she was expecting an important call.
You thanked her by being on the phone all night.

When you were 18,
she cried at your high school graduation.
You thanked her by staying out partying until dawn.

When you were 19,
she paid for your college tuition,
drove you to campus, and carried your bags.
You thanked her by saying good-bye outside the dorm so you wouldn't be embarrassed infront of your friends.

When you were 25,
she helped to pay for your wedding,
and she cried and told you how deeply she loved you.
You thanked her by moving halfway across the country.

When you were 50,
she fell ill and needed you to take care of her.
You thanked her by reading about the burden parents to their children.

And then, one day, she quietly died.
And everything you never did came crashing down like thunder on YOUR heart.

8/20/2007

I Must Hate God...

"I don't go to church,
so I must praise the Devil."
Once thing that really bothers me is when people ask me if I believe in God. It's nothing personal but I don't see why they need to know...? Anyhows, a "friend" asked me, and I was like, "yeah", plain && simple. So then he asks if I go to church, plain && simple I said "no." Then he starts talking smack saying that I "worship" the Devil. So I basically tell him I don't need to go to church to believe in God, && even if I don't go to church that doesn't mean I promote the Devil. Of course by then I was cussing like a sailor... It just bugs me when religious people think the "un-church-goers" hate God.

8/17/2007

Two-Faced


There's nothing worser than having a friend pretend to be someone they're not to "get along" with you. There's nothing worser than having a friend that you tell them something, a secret, && you have to worry about him/her telling someone else. There's nothing worser than having a friend backstab you. There's nothing worser than having a friend betray you. There's nothing worser than having a friend slowly bring you down. There's nothing worser than having a friend use you. There's nothing worser than having a friend pretending to like you to get popular. There's nothing more worser than a two-faced friend.

8/14/2007

Girl Language...

If I dont call you...
[ its because im waiting for you to call me ]

When I walk away from you mad...
[ follow me ]

When I stare at your mouth...
[ kiss me ]

When I push you or hit you...
[ grab me and dont let go ]

When I start cussing at you...
[ kiss me and tell me you love me ]

When I'm quiet...
[ ask me whats wrong ]

When I ignore you...
[ give me your attention ]

When I pull away...
[ pull me back ]

When you see me at my worst...
[ tell me im beautiful ]

When you see me start crying...
[ hold me and tell me everything will be alright ]

When you see me walking...
[ sneak up and hug my waist from behind ]

When I'm scared...
[ protect me ]

When I lay my head on your shoulder...
[ tilt my head up and kiss me ]

When I grab at your hands...
[ hold mine and play with my fingers ]

When I tease you...
[ tease me back and make me laugh ]

When I don't answer for a long time...
[ reassure me that everything is okay ]

When I look at you with doubt...
[ back yourself up ]

When I say that I love you...
[ believe me ]

When I bump into you...
[ bump into me back and make me laugh]

When I tell you a secret...
[ keep it safe and untold]

When I look at you in your eyes...
[ dont look away until i do]

When I miss you...
[ im hurting inside ]

When you break my heart...
[ the pain never really goes away ]

When I say it's over...
[ i still want you to be mine ]

SORRY !

To everyone that wondered why I was gone,
my freaking internet wouldn't work!
So I am back.
I missed you all:]
I worried a lot of my readers, but yeah, I'm okay :]]

7/13/2007

Old School Love

You all know that I mainly only chill with boys, so they always ask me how to be sweet && flattering when they first start dating a girl. Top things they ask me if buying them flowers, teddy bears, chocolates, candy... is wack. (LOL!) Well, sometimes it gets hard for me to answer because I'm a rowdy chick. To me, it's okay for the flowers. Chocolates && candy seem a little too jumpy. "Jumpy" as in it's basically old school && doing things unique to show them you're feeling them is more interesting rather than doing things that everyone else does. I tell them it's okay but it's kind of an old move to do. It's sweet but I always tell them to be a little more unique, be unforgettable.

Eve is a Lesbian=(

Jonathan Jaxson, a former celebrity publicist turned mole, says that rapper, Eve, is a lesbian, and he feels compelled to tell the world about it. Jonathan recently claimed that Eve ordered female hookers while staying at the Setai Hotel in South Beach. “One evening while being a guest in the hotel, Eve had ordered a female prostitute to her room. After several hours, the prostitute finally departed.” Well Jonathan, I hope your doing great at your job of telling celebrity secrets because I’m doubting you’ll ever get a job as a publicist again![SOURCE]UGHHHHHH, I can't believe this ish! O_o

7/09/2007

God is to Blame!

"...Lord I don't cry no more
Don't look to the sky no more
Have mercy on me
Have mercy on my soul
Somewhere my heart turned cold
Have mercy on many men..."

I believe in God. I believe that there is a Lord watching us. However, I don't appreciate the fact when people blame things on God... Life is life, deal with it. Noone is to blame for anything, things just happen, even on purpose. Then they start saying a whole bunch of bull like, "God hates me!" or "There is no God because He would not have let this happen!" Blaming God, whether you believe in Him or not, it's not solving anything, just giving you someone to blame all the flaws in the world. It's pointless to me because, we are in control of our lives. I say we have a "path" && throughout the path, it's not always going to be smoothe. We only have ourselves to blame because we chose the path. In my beliefs, God doesn't "hate" anyone even if your life is rough. Keep your head up throughout life!

7/08/2007

Dirty Virgin

I don't even know how to start this without sounding like a blabbering old lady but whatever lol. EVERYTHING IS SEX! Clothes, music, internet, ...Food is probably next! So I bring this topic up because me && some girls were talking, randomly && what not then sex was brought up... But then again, why wasn't it the minute we saw one another since it's the "cool" thing to talk about. Anyways, I had some ugh... Not experienced girls here so I was trying to skip that. However, the "unexperienced ones" were blabbering about it! I'm thinking to myself... HOW DO THEY KNOW SO MUCH... DIRTY B******! Now for all the smarty pants, I know you're going to write a comment saying, "Wow, how do you know they are virgins?" They told me, now don't ask why because I don't know why! Anyhows, it's dirty (to me) to have a virgin talking so much about sex when they really have no idea what it is. I kept thinking to myself while these girls babbled on was, dirty f****** virgins... They put it to shame to be unexperienced, I personally don't see nothing wrong with that but maybe the world does if it's so exposed that everyone's doing it. Teenagers, pre-teens, ...I hope kids aren't next though=/

7/06/2007

The Ugly Face

"Money’s the revenge of the
ugly on the beautiful."
I hate how the pretty faces only talk to the other pretty faces && look down at ugly faces && step all over them because they're not "pretty." But all of a sudden, the ugly face is wealthy... So the pretty face pretends to love it. Thus, it gets ahead of the ugly faces && toppling the pretty faces yet forgetting that those are its friends. The pretty face steps all over everyone, even the ugly face that it was supposed to love... That pretty face mocked its beauty to get ahead of others && now is. The ugly face gets back money steps on that pretty face so now its another ugly face. So why is that pretty face all of a sudden ugly? Because it was a gold digger, a bitch, a smart ass, whatever you want to call it. However, it was too an ugly face. Now the ugly face is a pretty face because it got revenge on an above normal face without hesitation. An ugly face is pretty face whether it has money or not...

7/04/2007

I Find This Disturbing...

Hmmmmm
What do you guys think!?

7/01/2007

Public Bitch

"Treat a woman like you would want a man
to treat your daughter."

They thuggin' or buggin' when they call me bitch, baby, hoe, baby momma, sexy... I heard it all before. Thuggin' or buggin', I wonder where all the love for the ladys went!? So much public display of pure thuggish ruggish acts like there's no love! Why we gotta be called mami, girl... etc. So many guys seemed to have lost the "How To Treat A Lady" skill in public. You men are slipping if you think your "girl" likes to be called a bitch, whether she minds or not! On the low, alone; noone around; there's no thuggin/buggin. Passionate && caring, whispering to the girl he loves her. Public... "Come here ma," or "Get yo' ass over here!" Bugging me to see these guys act gangsta in front of everyone when (most) are really into their baby momma like that. Thuggin or buggin... Treat your girl right ALL THE TIME, even in front of your boys, crew, hoes, mother, && even in public!

6/26/2007

Expectations

Caring, Trustworthy, Loyal, Sensitive, Enegetic, Rich, Playful, Sincere, Pretty, Compromising, Sexual, Understanding, Handsome ...BLAH BLAH BLAH. People set expectations in a man/woman to "be with them." Now we all have expectations, but I'm talking about the people that won't expect no less than (example) a rich, sexy hunk. Relationships should be built, not expected. Some guys I know expect the female to be gorgeous, long hair, skinny, pretty eyes... Some women I know expect the male to be gorgeous, tall, built, nonhairy...... Honestly, it's good to have expectations, never settle for less when you know you can get more. However, don't expect too much because someone nagging about how you're too ugly, fat, poor... Well that's just too much expectations when noone is perfect. "WHAT YOU SEE IS WHAT YOU GET!" Setting limits above avergae when you're average, well, that's especially too much expectations for your own good.

6/25/2007

Cover Your BIG Nose!

I see right through you, hun. Regardless how reasonable you sound. I see right through your eyes. I see right through your sincere face. && I see right through your LIES! You think you're fooling someone, you think you slick. You ain't slick && you sho`nuff ain't fooling me, honey baby. You lying for absolutly no reason, every little thing that's nothing but turns into something. I wonder if your nose will get big like they used to say... I mean, damn... Even when I'm lying I'm telling the truth. Maybe I will get a big nose too, probably not as big.

6/21/2007

Weird Conversation

One time I was high with my friend && we was just talking, a whole bunch of bullsh** probably lol. Anyhow, I remember me asking him... "Would you fu** your mother for 1 million dollars!?" Then he was like, "What the fu**..." "You have to answer me..." "Well no, (my name), because you can't buy your way to heaven." That was ill true with what he said. Don't ask why I posted it, it's just something to think about:]]

6/18/2007

An Amazing Plant!

This plant is actually ALIVE! I mean, duh, every plant is alive unless it's dead but the plant I'm talking about is the exotic venus fly trap. These plants are so incredible to me, sorry for sounding like a dork lol. Anyhows, I don't want to bore you guys && give you a minituare class about them but from what I read, I will narrow it to this; This remarkable plant actually does catch flies, it's not just a random name. Simply by the plant producing a sweet smell (like sugar) in their mouth, they keep it open && when the fly realizes the sweet smell, they can't resist && rest on it but... SNAP closes the plant's mouth:]] I would love to own one but I need to know more && what not lol. Don't you think this plant is pretty... cool!? Lol.

6/17/2007

The Best "Apples"

------------------Girls
------------are like apples
--------on trees. The best ones
------are at the top of the tree.
----The boys don't want to reach
---for the good ones because they -
-are afraid of falling and getting hurt.
Instead, they just get the rotten apples
-from the ground that aren't as good,
but easy. So the apples at the top think
-something is wrong with them, when in
--reality, they're amazing. They just
---have to wait for the right boy to
----- come along, the one who's
----------- brave enough to
-----------------climb all
----------------- the way
-----------------to the top
---------------- of the tree.

6/08/2007

The Real Fool

He's foolish && I'm a fool. I don't care what he "feels." I play my game to get what I want. So who's really the fool? Who's really the fool when your game isn't going by your rules. Who's the fool when HE wins my game? Me. I'm the fool. He's not foolish. I'm the one that's foolish. Why??? I "play" with guys && I'm always the winner but now I don't want to play... I want the game to be reality. Or do I? I don't know, I'm not in love. I'm a fool. I played a foolish game in life when I'm really losing inside but winning on the outside. I'm a fool, I should hang my head in shame && never smile. "No Nefty, baby, stop fooling around. He's the fool for fooling around too when he knew you were a fool!"

6/06/2007

Your "Loser" Friends...

"Friends are going anywhere in life, I will always be down for them because I know where I'M going!" thinks Nefty to herself... Now I find it disturbing when people let their friends down because they're twisted, not settled in life, etc. I would understand if that friend was bringing you down with him but other than that, why crush a friendship you treasured so much? If you know where you are going in your life, congrats:]Which is my point, if you know we're you are heading in life, GO FOR IT! Just know, that friendship you crushed because he/she is looking a loser, there will always be "losers" in life, including friends of yours. Well either way, I'll always be down for my homies. Living here in the dirty, dirty, too much love for one another to literally watch each other crumble into a "loser." I call that a loser!

6/02/2007

iCONTROL

Nefty sends this message to the women out there in a commited relationship;;; Don't ever let your life be controlled by your man! I don't give a smack if you are in love, marriage... Whatever it is, keep your head up && live your life because it being controlled... Well that's not your life! I'm sending this out to you girls because I saw some shows where women are desperate to be out of controlled relationships && it's horrible what shizz they're going through. Their "lover" making them prostitute, they're abusing them mentally && physically, having them be a "slave"...etc! Ladies, don't let your man run your life. Be in control. Now, guys, don't think I'm telling them to dominate, but I am telling them to have some control because men shouldn't dominate either.

5/29/2007

Clear The Storm

"It takes sunshine and rain
to make a rainbow."


Noone was born with their life "raining" so when troubles come, "rain" then clear the storm && let sunshine enter. When you get through the storm, you may even find a rainbow. Don't live in a storm... So if you feel like crying, cry, let it out, don't keep your emotions trapped because afterwards... The sunshine feels good:]

5/28/2007

Second Tag

Rules Are:
* each blogger starts with eight - ten random facts/habits about themselves…* people who are tagged need to write posts in their own blog about the tag and post these rules…* at the end of your post, you need to choose people to get tagged and list their names… *


1. My eyes change colors.
2. I don't like to sleep with socks on.
3. I have never watched an Oprah show before.
4. I love Converse.
5. My big addiction is chocolate.
6. I mainly hang-out with boys (long story).
7. It takes me forever to fall asleep.
8. I love hardcore rap music.
9. I love Spongebob!
10.My mood varies constantly.


&& I tag anyone who's intersted in doing this=P
I don't know who to pick lol.

Tagged by: Soul&Body

5/25/2007

Best Female Artists

1.
Beyonce Knowles
2.
Alicia Keys
3.
Christina Aguilera
4.
Kelly Clarkson
5.
Ashanti

These above women are the voices I picked that are the best in MY opinion. These women have amazing lyrics && top-charted songs. They are inspiring to all people, especially fans. Wouldn't you agree these women have the best voices? Haters, fall back because these women are true stars! Gotta love them;]]]]

5/23/2007

Blond Joke

A gorgeous young blond goes into the doctor's office and said that her body hurt wherever she touched it.
"Impossible!" says the doctor. "Show me."
The blond took her finger, pushed on her left breast and screamed, then she pushed her elbow and screamed in even more. She pushed her knee and screamed; likewise she pushed her ankle and screamed. Everywhere she touched made her scream. The doctor simply smiled and said, "Your finger is broken..."

5/21/2007

A Cruel Age

Now this is rather weird but I don't, won't, can't, couldn't, wouldn't... Date any guy younger than me. I call this the "cruel age" because guys say I'm being mean && what not. Fact is, I just don't understand why I personally won't date younger guys (I never have either).
To me, it's okay if a guy dates a girl younger but I don't like it when girls date men younger than them... Ironic, huh!? Not even just 1 year younger than me!!! Like I said, I don't know why I choose this but I guess I just feel too mature (regardless if he is more mature than me), I also feel like he can't handle me (don't ask), && it's just awkward... To me. What do you girls, or guys, think?

5/20/2007

Minerva Artwork

I made this drawing for 1 of my family members.
The text says, "Minerva." Hope you guys like it.
Not much effort put into it... But it's okay:]

5/19/2007

First Tag...

Rules are:
* Each player starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves.* People who are tagged need to write posts in their own blog about their eight things and post these rules.* At the end of your post, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names.



1. I hate country music.
2. I'm eating at the moment (Macoroni & Cheese).
3. I have a lil' attitude... Ok maybe a big one!
4. My favorite color is light purple.
5. I don't mind cleaning but I hate fixing beds.
6. I never been on a train before.
7. I am an organized girl.
8. I hate pink (the color).


&& now I tag Dink, Jewel, Lemonade, Poo, Michelle, Evil Spock, Ballerina, Pheonix.

Tagged by : Confessing7Girl

5/17/2007

I Don't Need Alcohol

"Reality is only an illusion
that occurs due to a lack of alcohol."

To me, alcohol is vile && stinky lmao. The taste is too atrocious (to me obviously). But let me get to the point... People always say, "I wish I was drunk so I can have fun." This is so funny because maybe this is why alcohol is gross to me... I'm a freaking lunatic without alcohol so my friends && I just can't imagine me completly wasted:]] But besides that, the taste is well... stinky, literally too:]]]

5/16/2007

Will Girls Ever Win...?

If you dress nicely, he says you're a snob.
If you dress sexy, he says you're a slut.
If you argue with him, he says you're stubborn.
If you're quiet, he says you're stupid.
If you call him, he says you're needy and clingy.
If he calls you, he says you should be grateful.
If you don't love him, he'll try to win you.
If you love him, he'll leave you.
If you don't fuck him, he'll say you don't love him,
If you do, he'll say you're easy.
If you tell him your problems, he'll say you're irritating,
If you don't, he'll say you don't trust him.
If you lecture him, he'll say you're bitchy,
If he lectures you, it's because he "cares for you. "
If you break a promise, you can't be trusted,
If he breaks it, he "had" to.
If you cheat, you expect it to be over,
If he cheats, he expects to be given another chance.
Either way.... you just never win.

5/12/2007

Weird Attraction

There are a lot of things that attract me to a guy. But one weird thing that attracts me to him would be... his tongue! Now before you say I'm weird, there's probably weirder things people find sexy so mind me;] Anyhows, I loves it when a guy has it peirced. To me, it's just too sexy. I might just like it because... Well I have my reasons that I can't explain, it's just so sexy to me. The only thing I can say is that I love to kiss so that ring makes it better:]] && in case you are wondering, no, I don't have my tongue peirced hahaha. Now what weird thing do you people find sexy / attractive!? :]]

5/10/2007

What Happening Person Are You?

Some people make things happen,
Some people watch while things happen,
&& some people wonder, "What happened?"


which type of person are you???

5/07/2007

Helky Artwork

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I made this drawing for my bestfriend lol. The text says "Helky" && the flag representin' where she's from. I don't like it much because it lacked what I wanted it to look like, but enjoy!

5/03/2007

Old,Fresh & Young,Mature

Now why does it seem like fashion && just about everyone wants young women to look older && older women to look young. I just don't get this, everytime I see a magazine with a young women, fashion experts want them to look "mature" which I guess is okayyy but they pack soooo much make-up just to look like the young women is like...30 I guess. And I shouldn't even start with the clothing...! Then, for the more older women, they want them to look young!? WTF??? Now I get that fashion wants them to look "fresh" but then they put hair && clothes like... Well you get the point. I just don't understand, I feel young women should have their make-up look their age && have them look FRESH. For the older women, they should look their age too, MATURE. && mature doesn't mean you can't look fresh, just look your age.