It could be love thing, maybe just something that you do not want heard... Letters make secrets more smoothly said. For some, it's less embarrassing, less of a haggle to find words... Letters make emotions come out on paper, escaping the reality of face-to-face reactions.
Have you ever noticed that sometimes you can't tell someone your feelings in their face? Have you ever noticed the nervous, anxious feeling of telling someone a deep secret that you never even said aloud? Forgetting love, how about times when you just can't tell someone something due to their reactions? Or the words won't come out right? LETTERS... Well they saved me a lot of times.
IF I COULD DO TO YOU WHAT I FEEL
IT WILL NOT BE PLEASANT.
NO, YOU WILL NOT DIE FROM IT
BUT YOU WILL NOT FEEL COMFORTABLE.
DEATH IS BUT A RELEASE THAT YOU WILL BE BEGGING FOR.
I CANNOT STAND YOU
AND EVERYTHING THAT YOU SYMBOLIZE.
YOU ARE A SPEK,
A MINUTE INSIGNIFICANT PIECE OF GARBAGE
THAT TAKES UP SPACE!!
YOUR FUTURE I CURSE.
I CURSE THE CURSE THAT CURSES THE CURSE THAT CURSES YOU.
AND DAMN IT ALL TOGETHER!!
YOU ARE A TOY THAT IS ONLY TO BE USED BY
THE GENERAL PUBLIC FOR
SELF SATISFACTION AND FOR YOUR MUTILATION.
I PITY THE PERSON THAT HAS TO BEAT YOU WITH A ROCK
FOR HAVING TO USE UP THE ENERGY TO BEAT YOU WITH IT.
YOU ARE GOOD FOR NOTHING!
AND SOCIETY WILL NOT EVER ACCEPT YOU EVER AGAIN!!
JUST NOW THAT I DREAM OF HURTING YOU,
AND DESTROYING THAT WHICH GIVES YOU LIFE!!
I HATE YOU,
AND DETEST YOU WITH ALL THAT CAN BE HUMAN PLUS SOME MORE!
DAMN CELL PHONE OF MINE!!
The war in Iraq is devastating. Simple as that. It's just devastating from us losing our people, to losing our friends, family, lovers, sons && daughters... This whole world seems to be on the merge of dying in a nuclear war. Doesn't matter who started it - Iraq or the U.S. About 2,873 of our American soldiers have died && 21,572 have been wounded. On the other hand, the Iraqis have about 71,308 – 77,864 dead. Now don't say "Oh yes, that's a good thing!" IT'S NOT! Since 2,873 American soldiers have died. Imagine it this way, some are your friends, family, kids, spouse/wife! That is dreadful && not a yay. Depressing. I wish the world could come to an agreement, && not the agreement that Osama Bin Laden sent in his tape (find out about it yourself because I'm not mentioning it). If the world was united, there will be no war. If the world was united, no more death upon soldiers. If the world was UNITED... Well that's self explainatory.
If a man was in jail for 6 years for man slaughter, would you let him into your house? If a young boy went to juvenile for constant theft, would you trust him? If a young girl was a prostitute for 3 years, would you leave her alone with your husband? If a woman was hitting her children, would you let her take care of your kids? If a man was a player, do you trust him to love you?
They are judged because of something they did in the past? They are judged because they will do it again? People are judged because of something they did, will do, might do, && can do. The above people... Everything is WAS. Why do people still judge them?
No, they'll check their first.
No, too risky.
In the bathroom?
No, too obvious.
I had to think quickly.
I hear their footsteps comming closer...
Closer screaming my name.
I quickly go under the bed.
A drunk man goes in my room first;
"Where the fu** are you, bastard!?"
The drunk woman comes in following;
"Piece of sh**, child! I'm going to kill you!"
They check the closet,
They run to the bathroom...
They come back into my room;
The woman calling my name sweetly,
The man searching;
flipping things over,
pounding on the wall.
"The bed..." whispers the man...
"That bastard sh** better not be under there!" yells the woman.
I was there silent;
creeped against the wall,
trembling in fear.
I see eyes looking at me;
Glaring, then an evil laugh.
"Get the fu** over here!!" she yells.
Her nails seep into my skin;
pulling my leg,
ripping my pants shred by shred trying to get me.
She got me;
I'm hanging by my neck,
she squeezes && the man laughs.
I can't even breathe.
Then the man slaps my face,
Hits my little stomach,
Punches me everywhere....
I'm on the floor,
The woman && man go away satisfied.
I hear their laughter as I close my eyes.
Everything goes silent,
I silently whisper to myself;
"I love you Mommy & Daddy, always...
No matter what, No matter what..."
Everything goes silent,
The blood keeps comming out.
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Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Great in bed. Inner and physical beauty. Doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. A meaningful love life partner. Makes right choices. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Does not harm others. It is all about love and fairness. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Day dreamer. Likes to please. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Knows what to do to have fun. Unpredictable. Horny. Someone to have close to you.
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.
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1. Control Anger.
Well, sad to say, I can't help it! It's a part of me I grew up with. I'm controlling it slowly but it still comes out every now && then. I will still confess it's not like I changed it. Am working on it though lol.
2. Stop cussing.
This one isn't really hard for me. I don't really cuss much except in my head ;))
3. Stop breaking hearts.
That one I stopped! Yay me lol. If you don't know, I like to have "variety" so I can't have eyes for only one person. However, I changed that immature game. Now I only have eyes for the one I'm with/will be with.
4. Stop dragging.
Yep, officially stopped yesterday. Now for those that don't know what that means, it's basically smoking. When I was with my friends && they were smoking, I'd drag, which is taking puffs. It wasn't hard for me considering it was just when I was in the mood, && hey, it wasn't cigarrettes all the time.
5. Control eating.
I have controlled it. Now I eat when I'm hungry, not because I just feel like it lol. That one was pretty easy though :)
6. Wax eyebrows.
That one is officially not a resolution... I decided that I don't really need to do that. Not that I punked down, I just like my eyebrows lol.
1. Control anger.
2. Stop cussing.
3. Stop breaking hearts.
4. Stop puffing.
5. Control eating.
6. Wax eyebrows lol.
Need I explain? These are just resolutions I'm making to make the better of me. I'm having a little trouble, but hopefully I can get through them. I'll tell you guys how everything goes. So far, I haven't done any, but will lol.
your mom came home from work,looking for a hug.
You thanked her by having your bedroom door locked.
When you were 16,
she taught you how to drive her car.
You thanked her by taking it every chance you could.
When you were 17,
she was expecting an important call.
You thanked her by being on the phone all night.
When you were 18,
she cried at your high school graduation.
You thanked her by staying out partying until dawn.
When you were 19,
she paid for your college tuition,
drove you to campus, and carried your bags.
You thanked her by saying good-bye outside the dorm so you wouldn't be embarrassed infront of your friends.
When you were 25,
she helped to pay for your wedding,
and she cried and told you how deeply she loved you.
You thanked her by moving halfway across the country.
When you were 50,
she fell ill and needed you to take care of her.
You thanked her by reading about the burden parents to their children.
And then, one day, she quietly died.
And everything you never did came crashing down like thunder on YOUR heart.
[ its because im waiting for you to call me ]
When I walk away from you mad...
[ follow me ]
When I stare at your mouth...
[ kiss me ]
When I push you or hit you...
[ grab me and dont let go ]
When I start cussing at you...
[ kiss me and tell me you love me ]
When I'm quiet...
[ ask me whats wrong ]
When I ignore you...
[ give me your attention ]
When I pull away...
[ pull me back ]
When you see me at my worst...
[ tell me im beautiful ]
When you see me start crying...
[ hold me and tell me everything will be alright ]
When you see me walking...
[ sneak up and hug my waist from behind ]
When I'm scared...
[ protect me ]
When I lay my head on your shoulder...
[ tilt my head up and kiss me ]
When I grab at your hands...
[ hold mine and play with my fingers ]
When I tease you...
[ tease me back and make me laugh ]
When I don't answer for a long time...
[ reassure me that everything is okay ]
When I look at you with doubt...
[ back yourself up ]
When I say that I love you...
[ believe me ]
When I bump into you...
[ bump into me back and make me laugh]
When I tell you a secret...
[ keep it safe and untold]
When I look at you in your eyes...
[ dont look away until i do]
When I miss you...
[ im hurting inside ]
When you break my heart...
[ the pain never really goes away ]
When I say it's over...
[ i still want you to be mine ]
I believe in God. I believe that there is a Lord watching us. However, I don't appreciate the fact when people blame things on God... Life is life, deal with it. Noone is to blame for anything, things just happen, even on purpose. Then they start saying a whole bunch of bull like, "God hates me!" or "There is no God because He would not have let this happen!" Blaming God, whether you believe in Him or not, it's not solving anything, just giving you someone to blame all the flaws in the world. It's pointless to me because, we are in control of our lives. I say we have a "path" && throughout the path, it's not always going to be smoothe. We only have ourselves to blame because we chose the path. In my beliefs, God doesn't "hate" anyone even if your life is rough. Keep your head up throughout life!
They thuggin' or buggin' when they call me bitch, baby, hoe, baby momma, sexy... I heard it all before. Thuggin' or buggin', I wonder where all the love for the ladys went!? So much public display of pure thuggish ruggish acts like there's no love! Why we gotta be called mami, girl... etc. So many guys seemed to have lost the "How To Treat A Lady" skill in public. You men are slipping if you think your "girl" likes to be called a bitch, whether she minds or not! On the low, alone; noone around; there's no thuggin/buggin. Passionate && caring, whispering to the girl he loves her. Public... "Come here ma," or "Get yo' ass over here!" Bugging me to see these guys act gangsta in front of everyone when (most) are really into their baby momma like that. Thuggin or buggin... Treat your girl right ALL THE TIME, even in front of your boys, crew, hoes, mother, && even in public!
Noone was born with their life "raining" so when troubles come, "rain" then clear the storm && let sunshine enter. When you get through the storm, you may even find a rainbow. Don't live in a storm... So if you feel like crying, cry, let it out, don't keep your emotions trapped because afterwards... The sunshine feels good:]
These above women are the voices I picked that are the best in MY opinion. These women have amazing lyrics && top-charted songs. They are inspiring to all people, especially fans. Wouldn't you agree these women have the best voices? Haters, fall back because these women are true stars! Gotta love them;]]]]
"Impossible!" says the doctor. "Show me."
The blond took her finger, pushed on her left breast and screamed, then she pushed her elbow and screamed in even more. She pushed her knee and screamed; likewise she pushed her ankle and screamed. Everywhere she touched made her scream. The doctor simply smiled and said, "Your finger is broken..."
To me, it's okay if a guy dates a girl younger but I don't like it when girls date men younger than them... Ironic, huh!? Not even just 1 year younger than me!!! Like I said, I don't know why I choose this but I guess I just feel too mature (regardless if he is more mature than me), I also feel like he can't handle me (don't ask), && it's just awkward... To me. What do you girls, or guys, think?
1. I hate country music.
2. I'm eating at the moment (Macoroni & Cheese).
3. I have a lil' attitude... Ok maybe a big one!
4. My favorite color is light purple.
5. I don't mind cleaning but I hate fixing beds.
6. I never been on a train before.
7. I am an organized girl.
8. I hate pink (the color).
&& now I tag Dink, Jewel, Lemonade, Poo, Michelle, Evil Spock, Ballerina, Pheonix.
To me, alcohol is vile && stinky lmao. The taste is too atrocious (to me obviously). But let me get to the point... People always say, "I wish I was drunk so I can have fun." This is so funny because maybe this is why alcohol is gross to me... I'm a freaking lunatic without alcohol so my friends && I just can't imagine me completly wasted:]] But besides that, the taste is well... stinky, literally too:]]]
If you dress sexy, he says you're a slut.
If you argue with him, he says you're stubborn.
If you're quiet, he says you're stupid.
If you call him, he says you're needy and clingy.
If he calls you, he says you should be grateful.
If you don't love him, he'll try to win you.
If you love him, he'll leave you.
If you don't fuck him, he'll say you don't love him,
If you do, he'll say you're easy.
If you tell him your problems, he'll say you're irritating,
If you don't, he'll say you don't trust him.
If you lecture him, he'll say you're bitchy,
If he lectures you, it's because he "cares for you. "
If you break a promise, you can't be trusted,
If he breaks it, he "had" to.
If you cheat, you expect it to be over,
If he cheats, he expects to be given another chance.
Either way.... you just never win.