10/11/2007

Ugly Thoughts From Uglies

...DON'T LOOK AT ME!


Get the f***ing camera out my face!


I bring shame to my family.


Don't f***ing stare at me!!


I should just kill myself.


I'm a f***ing disgrace...


I AM NOT GOOD ENOUGH.


I'm ashamed...


Do not f***ing smile at me!


I should burn in hell.


I'm jealous of the pretty.


I WISH I WAS DEAD!


I'm always JUDGED...


...I AM F***ING UGLY!!

35 comments:

Rex Venom said...

I wish I could just Touch that Hair....Grrrrr...
Rock on!

kaylee said...

HAHAHA LOVE IT!!!!!!!!

akanksha said...

Sad???
Cheer up na...life doesnt always remain the same.tk cr

s.H.a.S.h.I said...

yaa... even i wanna touch tht hair.. :)
btw beauty lies within.. not external appearance.. im sure u can find many things that makes u a good person..

Azathoth100 said...

Wow, Boss, lots of negative emotions going on here. I hope this is just another story/poem and not how your feeling at this time. Life's rollercoaster can definatly bring some major downs with it from time to time. The best thing to do is always remember that there will be another upswing, and hopefully soon. Big Hugs snet your way!

AVIANA said...

hey there...

what's going on...

curryegg said...

And we judge on others people too right? This happen when we're in the society..
:)

pinkhippo said...

What had happened Nefy? Please cheer up :) ... Things will get better.

In my eyes, you are a beautiful young lady!

Wish you happy! :)

(¯`•._.•[Raaji]•._.•´¯) said...

huh?
Now why would you say that.

I are a better person than that. I hope you just believe in your abilities.

Michelle said...

been there...things r WAY different now...things change...sadly u gotta change em...cuz lifes a bitch

Evil Spock said...

She should wear a Yogi Bear suit.

choochoo said...

Sounds like monday, to me. lol.

AVIANA said...

how are you?

zazafeefi said...

they strip me and take my optimism away till nothing remains but me and my darkness..

i liked this post

shnaggy said...

wait a minute...i'll go with you to hell...and let's make it airconditioned...hehehe

Rajeev said...

dont care bout what others say!
ur a great prson!
Cheer up! :)

peace & love
Jeevy

Nabila Zehra Zaidi said...

Whoa!!

Goose bumps...lovely!!

Barb. said...

i hope you'll be ok ;) i'm back! kiss.. take care!

Lyrically speaking said...

WOW! The pic and the words, scandalous,i've had those days where i want to hide and never come out of my shell

phoenix said...

hey why are you depressed...no1 is ugly...we are all beautiful bcz we are creations of god!

Sam said...

wow how!! just hold on a bit der honey!! wotcha getting so negative abt... relax.. breathe easy... things will pass over trust me!! it always does!!

btw, great hair!!! :)

cheer up.. life is too short to be negative!!

Azathoth100 said...

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Azathoth100@aol.com
Love
Azathoth

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Don said...

*speechless*

That was some good, and dramatic ish.

The Lover said...

hey dnt care what others say....

Andrew The Asshole said...

that was a little dramatic but I think we all feel like this from time to time

`NEFTY said...

@ ALL
Thanks for the comments peoples! :]
It's just a post, so don't take sh** seriously lmao.
Anyhows, I will post new later! I've been busy.
Talk to you guys soon :]

phoenix said...

hey wassup?:P

KAYLEE said...

HOW YOU BEEN?

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Nothingman said...

Sweet...so when is the party?


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Anonymous said...

2:50p
2002 was the "Year of Distraction" where I was supposed to be doing all the right things only to be faced with the Raiders in the SUper Bowl and the A's in the World Series.
Well, I was far off expectations. The Raiders still got what they want, unless they were supposed to win, because I was a Steeler fan when I was a child. But the A's, my only favorite team in all of sports, the team the gods created a connection with, where my fate/potential was illustrated through their achievement or lack therof, lost their World Series matchup, with the Giants of course (Bay Bridge Series created great excitement) and as a "consolation prize" the A's were given the AL win streak record of 20 games in a row during the month of August.
I think this is why the Raiders were good back then:::me. The Situation.
I think they positioned Al Davis to along the way learn the truth and become good, and the Cable fiasco may have been the clue they are deliberately tanking the team so they don't provide a distraction to the poor Raider Nation who are so handicapped in this department. But Al Davis isn't going to live forever.
As I illustrated with "angel dust" how the gods used the "cholo" community to scare whites away from this drug, there are clues in names and terms. I think it is true as well for Los Angeles. I suspect the gods put an unincorporated Hollywood in Los Angeles's boundries to balance the goodness, as is so prevalient in today's organization structures.
Judging from their success, the Raiders were still positioned to be confused when they initially moved to Los Angeles, but along the way the gods positioned the proprietors to have become educated. Return move a positive because it corrects the earlier mistake, but one day, when Al Davis is no longer with us, the new owners of the Raiders will reverse the trend, making the Raiders evil once again, and they will return to Los Angeles to pollute the City of Angels, just as the movie industry does on a daily basis.


Buttfucking gods. I ain't your fucking slave.

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